Posted in February 2008

it is with considerable regret…

…that I must confess to giving up on doing my 10km charity run thing in May.  I was so pumped up about doing this, was going to use it as the trigger to (a) lose weight and (b) get fit.

Then there was the ankle injury thing and I’m really busy at work, so trips to the gym are minimal at the moment.  With just over 2 months to go, I have come to the horrible realisation that its simply not going to happen.  I’ll concentrate now on trying to get myself a little bit fit for the touch rugby season, which should kick off in a couple of months, and losing a bit of BMI in order not to be mistaken for a beached whale on the golden sands of Australia in November.

So, sorry if you were planning to sponsor me.  Maybe next year.

update: down under

I am delighted that my impending (well, still in the same calendar year as now) trip to Australia will also feature a visit to Ian in Sydney.  In his words, this is “exciting news”, and I now feel assured that there is an advance party to find good places for breakfast.

right time, right place, right thing

I was in Wales last weekend, for a mixture of business and pleasure.

Flying down on Friday morning, I spent the day in the company of my boss and some clients as we did the commercial side of things.  Wearing my banking hat, I thought it was a really encouraging time.  Obviously, I can’t mention any details about the customers, but we were very impressed with their plans and contingencies to deal with the current, difficult, economic climate.

They were due to host us (me, my boss, my boss’ wife) at the Millennium Stadium for Wales v Scotland in the Six Nations, so an overnight stay was required.  At Celtic Manor, venue of the 2010 Ryder Cup and more than easily qualifying for the tag of ‘quite nice’.  In the evening, the client’s company chairman and his wife came to the hotel for dinner.

Now, my boss had mentioned previously that this chairman bloke and his wife “had found the church late in life” – they are in their late 50s/early 60s.  The evening that followed has been the single most encouraging event I have experienced in work, where business and faith collided.

My boss, who I’ve learnt so much from and has been really fantastic to me, is not, as far as I can tell, a man of God.  However, I am aware that his wife is a church-goer and his youngest son (aged 18) is also a Christian.  For an entire evening, he was exposed to the conversation of 4 people (me, his wife, the chairman and the chairman’s wife) that was almost exclusively about church, faith, God and living out His Word in the place we find ourselves.

You have to understand that this NEVER happens in my line of work.  Excluding the chats I had with my old boss, who has an amazing lady who came to faith recently through the Catholic church, I can count on the fingers of one hand the number of times I have had an indepth conversation about faith in a work/business context.  To spend an entire evening doing so, in the presence of a non-Christian, was an incredibly encouraging and humbling experience.

I heard a lot of amazing things about these people who have used their (relative) wealth in later life to do good in the Lord’s name.  They are sponsoring projects in Rwanda and Fuji which have so many similarities to what my church is doing in East Africa.  To cap it all, as I was stood in an executive box in the stadium, awaiting Scotland’s horrible capitulation to the Welsh, we had another chat in which the chairman bloke expressed the thought that God had let him do what he did in business for so many years, but when the time was right, He called him to put those experiences and resources to work for the purpose of the Kingdom of God.

This made me think once again about why I am a banker.  I believe so very strongly that this is something that the Lord brought me into.  How I got a job in the bank to start with, every step I have taken on the promotion ladder, I have always felt His hand.  There are two specific occasions when I have very nearly turned my back on my career – coming back from a Uganda trip in 2003, I was ready to chuck it in there and then to work for MAF (that’s another story) and, 2005, when I thought God was calling me to go to bible college in Canada – but, fundamentally, I stayed.  Various things stopped me and know I am very happy in what I am doing.  I really like my job, I like the people I work with and I am being very thoroughly blessed with success.

But I’ve always wondered what I am being trained for.  Yes, I am supposed to be here, but what is the final destiny.  Part of me believes that that it is part of a process to get me full of skills and experience that He can use long-term in Africa, and keeps my hand in with that – by resourcing me for trips – in the meantime.

Whatever happens, that evening in Wales reminded me that He uses the things we do, the times we have.  The joy, the pain, the skills we learn and the knowledge we gain.  We cannot understand His purposes when we are going through the things we need to learn from.

There is a right time, a right place and a right thing for us.

how come?

After 4 months of one of the most poverty-stricken runs in my own personal history of Hibernian FC (sum of returns: 1 away win vs Gretna and a cup win vs ICT), we are one victory away from going 5th in the SPL?

Tonight’s game at home to Gretna was our first league victory since the aforementioned game against, erm, Gretna and the first at home since we beat Killie in September.  I’m not going to pull any punches on this though, we only had to turn up to win.  Apart from some random teenager in midfield called John-Paul Kissock, they are woeful, yet still managed to produce a comeback in the last 10 months.  Taking nothing away from Steven “Fletch” Fletcher, who was superb again, but this was least hard-won victory I can remember.

This coming Sunday, we’re at home to the Sheepy Ones from the Granite City, with victory allowing us to leapfrog them into 5th.  With a reasonable run into the split, the top 6 looks scarily achievable now, as opposed to a pipedream a couple of weeks ago.  This is despite our utterly woeful form since actually topping the table on October 6th.

If nothing else, this shows how utterly terrible everyone else is.

numpty

I’m just back from 36 hours in South Wales, including taking in this afternoon’s disastrous rugby match.

Through a combination of circumstances, I ended up being separated from my briefcase, which contained my blackberry, work mobile and, crucially, my house keys.  Felt very stupid, especially as my highly valued clients will have to sort out the reunification.

Doh, doh, doh, doh, doh, doh.

P.S. I have managed to get home through the long-held-but-generally-assumed-not-to-be-needed Auntie Lena Backup Plan.

down under

I have now officially booked the entire of November off work.  That sounds a lot, but it’s only 4 weeks of holiday.  I took the opportunity in an impromptu management meeting to raise the subject and finally secure the agreement of my boss and peers to my plans.  Lots of talking about it has come to an end.  It is now in the diary.

This means I am definitely going to go to Australia on holiday.  Since I went to wet and windy Western Wales with my parents and sister in 1992, it is fair to say I haven’t had what most people would consider a proper holiday.  OK, so I’ve been to East Africa 8 times since 1997, but I don’t count that, seeing as it is ‘work’ in a number of ways as well.

There’s also been a few long weekends and short breaks here and there.  Dublin in 1997, 2005 and 2006.  Amsterdam 2005.  Paris 2006.  The Scottish Highlands 2002 and 2004.  Loads of cultural trips to London since Mum and Dad moved to Essex in 1996.  Rome 2003.  Florence 2007.  But these were breaks, not holidays; the latter of which the trip to Australia will most definitely be.

In many ways, I’m really excited.  Can now look to book my flights and get the planning substantively underway.  I get to visit Anne, Bernie and new-born Hannah in Townsville.  Natasha in Brisbane.  The Reids in Wagga Wagga.  Possibly Stuart and Brad in Sydney (if they’re still there!).  All dependent, of course, on them being willing to welcome me :-)

I’m also quite scared.  It’s not that travelling alone worries me, I’ve certainly done it enough.  I can cope with the single room supplements and the dirty looks from restaurant staff when you ask for a table for one.  Having to sit next to a stranger on a long haul flight is an experience I’ve had many times.  It’s just that I will stepping out of my comfort zone and, oh, spending absolutely loads of money (the budget starts at £3000 and is likely to increase substantially).

But I’m lucky, well, blessed anyway.  God is giving me this opportunity in a time and a place, both professionally and personally, when/where I can do this.  This is just like all the times it is occurred that I simply wouldn’t be able to do what I do going to Africa regularly, though I’m having a year off from that this year; normal service resumes in 2009 (are you reading this Mum?).  That’s not to say singleness doesn’t suck, but that’s a whole other musing, currently in draft at the moment.

And anyone who wants to come too, let me know.

i really am still here

Taking the lead from Ian, who also seems to be too busy to blog at the moment, I will be writing at the following things in the near future:

  • The current state of Hibernian FC and the Salvation of Mixu.
  • Singleness and how crap it is.
  • How Africa isn’t going down the toilet.
  • The upcoming ONE50 concept.
  • Things I am excited about for 2008.

I’ll write soon, I promise.

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